on the beach...

the sun was just there fading away as i sat on the beach pondering...
it was beginning to fall night dawn and i just kept looking at the sun faded....
"how dose the world do that?...."

"Riku!"
"Riku!, where are you!?"
i walk upon the beach and see you"hey there silly it's night time come back to the tree house"
stands next to you,smiles.

looks up and smiles also"hmm ok,you worry to much" laughs,gets up and walks with you to the tree house"so whats the big rush?"

"nothing i just hate being alone is all"laughs while holding arm.
"so how was your day today?"

looks at you with a small smile"you really want to know...?"
keeps walking as we almost reach the house.

"yeah silly"
i let go as we arive"oh also can you stop by the village?,some one needed to see you"

i laugh"well my day was boring and simple....i spent it watching the world...and who wants me?"
i ask you with a confused look on my face

"her lady Riku how could you forget she request for you?" rubs your head while laughing
"and sunds like another one of your days alright hehe,oh so when are you going?"

looks at you"i'll go later right now you need me home so lets go eat something i am hungry"

jumps in joy"really? yea!!!"
i run inside and grab some fruit from the tree"so what you want?"

"an apple will be fine"
i walk in and take a seat
"so what you been up to the whole day?"

"nothing why?"
i cut the apples and place them in a plate.
"here you go riku" smiles
also sits with you
"well there was this one thing"

"wow just like me(takes the apple's) thanks Kairi"
eat's one"What one?"

"hehe not like you almost at least i was doing something unlike you just sitting there all day" giggles
"and that one thing was go to the village and get the message for you" smiles

looks at you*coughs in elbow* "er-hmm can i get some water please?"
he asked choking a bit
"and thanks*coughs some more)"

"right now hold on"
runs to the sink and gets some water in a little cup
"here drink this"
give's you a cup with some water,pats your back
"are you ok?"

i grab the cup and drink it fast"thanks" i give you a friendly smile and a hug"well now that,that dramatic scene happened i think i should go to the town now just to see how things are,and what this lady wants"he laughed.

i giggle a little"sure ok see you then" "please come home this time you always stay out and worry me..."she said with a little depressed look on her face.

"don't give me that look"i smile as i pass my hand threw your hair"don't worry ill be back....promise" i smile wider and :hug:
"see you later" waves,leaves.

a tear begins to go down my face but i smile"ok*sniff* promise" i wave to you and watch you leave,feeling a bit more lonely and sad as time went by"sigh.....guess we can go for a walk"

Minutes later...
i arrive at the beach it was night time the moon was out,it shined over the sea,it was a beautiful site to behold,i sat down in the sand and watched the world around me as it was astonishing and wonderful"hmmm....my only two friends who are actually there all the time....the Moon and the Stars....." i smile and close my eyes,a little tear runs down my face.
(image my theme playing threw out this scene)

i appear and wipe that tear from your face(as your song plays)
don't....let me go....please...hold on to me...for your my last light shining....please...."i hold your hands as i appear in front of you all white as a ghost"please kairi,come find me in.....i'm...fading...here..."i hand you stars heart as it glows and gives you the direction of where i am"farewell...and hope you---..."i disappear...

"RIKU!!!" i cry and scream as i see you disappear"....i(still crying) will find you!"
i run off to find you while crying

days later...
we return home as I and Riku arrive home"now see wasn't dragging your self home more better?" i teased

"omg no i got dragged....." i got up and looked at you"so um...what are we doing now?"
i smile

i laughed holding my side"omg Riku your so silly its great to know you got your light back" i smile and hug you tightly"i love you..."
i snuggle up on your warm body

i smile"wow um so can we go in and rest im tired" i laugh

i giggle"ok silly" i pull on your hair a bit admiring how cute it is"awww its so cute hehe"

days later...i return to find an empty home"just the way it always is..." i walk to the back and lay in my bed...wondering,lost in my thoughts...
(do these wings mock me?
do they love me? do they hate me?
why do i fly? why can't i die?...
i am defeated heart,body and soul...
well i guess this is the end)
"i shall do it..."

"you called misstress?" i bow to you

"i wish to die..."
i say in a miserable voice

"has the misses gone crazy!?" i slap you
"i shall do none of the sort master Riku's wishes were to keep you alive for him,he wants you to live and prosper!"

i cry and hold my face in pain"oww...and maybe i have gone insane for i am missing my fate...my light...he is gone......." i look at you and grab you pleading"please take my heart!,take my emotions!,take my soul just take all theses burdens!" i rip my shirt off and point to my heart"do it now i am princess Kairi and demand death!"

"madame has gone crazy!" i punch you in the face and pick you up and slap you a few times"women! get a grip!"
i grab your shirt"and place your shirt on miss i am not allowed to see you in this state..." i look away

i get up and smile"hehehehehehehehe that tickles....hurt me more!"
i see your spear grab it and stab my self in the heart"thank goodness!"
'SPLASH!' (kills her self)

i stop you before you can and blow you away with a dark pulse"STOP THIS RIGHT NOW!!!"
i begin to get frusterated

i get up and smile evilly"is that all you can throw at me?!.....ha.....your weak!"

"miss i don't care if i am weak...i just care if she is alive is all now madame please rest she needs it for the morrow..." i walk towards the door"please miss....reconsider life...as it is something not alot of us have and want in this world....trust me....you don't know what its like living a life of a nothing...living as a shadow...an outcast....who no one wants,likes or even cares about....they just see you tehre as a shadow...you don't know what it feels like....and that is why...we are heartless..."

i look down"...." as tears fall down from my face,i fall to the ground in pain..."..(sniffles) why?.....why?.....why did you have to go?.....you said forever....you said forever.....YOU SAID FOREVER!!!" (loud cries)
(curls up in a little ball"...you...said....forever.....you.......said..................forever...."
falls asleep

i walk over to you and place a blanket over you and hug you"....madame.....i wish he were here to also..."i sit there and watch you.
Ooc:not to be a stalker or anything just watching is all lol and um you had an undershirt on right?

OOC:lol ok and yes i have one under so you don't have to worry

Ooc:oh lol well ok it was nice rping with you any other times you need me just pm me i would be glad to assist you in anything and hope you feel better and Riku comes back eventually

OOC:yeah thanks me to ok see you another time then

Ooc:same here and hope Riku dose not kill me for this lol lol laterz

ooc:no worries dude its cool u were keeping my girl on check thanks man mite promote you dude thanks again

ooc:lol wow talk about over doing it with the killing

ooc:???

ooc:that came out wrong i mean to say drama

ooc:whatever everyone else said i dont care i just care that ull be back ok?

ooc: i know u care about all of us