Ending it all tonight

Kairi stands there with pain in her heart just wanting it to go away so she quickly goes to her kitchen,finds the knife and ends the pain...never to feel the pain again..."I'm...sorry" (collapses)

"MADAME NO!"
"to late...i've.....failed............"

later on that day...
"Shadow...it is not your fault for this doing you came as fast as possible but were late no one could have known she was going to do it..." i look down at her body as they begin to take it away"...hmmm funny just yesterday i had her in my arms and now...shes gone...."
(my theme begins to play while this is happening)

"my lord...."
i stand there looking down as well

"......."
ooc:dude shadow meet me in the topic i am going to make we need to also talk i sent u a pm about everything that is going down dude

ooc:alright dude

Days later.......
i was at home just looking out a window as kids played out side with smiles,the sun shined...
while my world darkend...
i closed both locks below my window,i closed both blinds then turned away...

i walk in
"dude whats with the dark house dude?"
i look around then at you
"oh....aww dude come on we all need to move on sometimes you know like here i got a few girls that you might like!"
four hot gorges girls stand in front of me and you
"wowzers so what you think dude?"

i kill the four girls
"......fuck you shadow....i cannot do something like that...."
i walk to the back room and sit down
"*sigh* i guess i have to let go..."
i look back at you
"shadow are you going to kairis funeral as well?"

"dude!?"
i look at the girls lying there dead
"what the fuck dude!?"
then look at you
"if your going to kill people at the funeral then no dude im staying away from you!"
i walk over to you
"....im...im sorry dude....i dont know what your going threw right now but honestly must be something to make you act this way riku ill go but please no more deaths alright?"

"great you will go with me thanks cause i don't think anyone else would any way..."
i look down as my hair covers my face
"lets go..."
i get up and walk to the door

i walk with you
ooc:so what new topic?

ooc:same topic
ic:we arrive at her funeral and i walk over to her casket
"i never got to say good by....and now i will....good by....my sweet.....*kisses kairis face gently* then stairs at her and fixes her hair"......the world may be bright but my world is grey...for your soul is white and a kind loving thing to never let go....may you rest in peace...."
i leave a i love you card on the casket and some flowers then walk away nd sit down
"........"
then i begin to remember...
(kids:come on kairi play with us play with us!"
kairi:sorry you guys i am going to hang out with my besty today ok by guys laterz!" *waves and leaves*
kids:she is always going to that nobody Riku what a loser he is,yeah!.yeah!")
"she was always there for me....but where was i for her..."

i stand near you and look down also in sadness
"don't worry...she is in a better place now..."

as the funeral begins this song begins to play...

ooc:thats sad
ic: i walk over to riku as well and place my arm on his shoulder
"brother....your not alone....."
i hug you and kiss you trying to make you feel better

i look up at you
".....Kura?.....why are you here...?"

"i am your big sister i am suppose to always be there for you no matter what...hope dark can make it"
i begin to tear a bit

"stop crying...if you want to make me feel better then don't cry i feel bad already and seeing you cry will place more burden on me and dark he will show sooner or later remember he is like a shadow on the wall he can appear at any time..."

i wipe my tears
"hey you try being a bit less harsh please and i can't this is so sudden and sad...i mean i tried to kill her..."

'...."
I just sit there and look at you

i sit down and forget about it
hope he gets here

ooc:damn she saying it like if i don't show shes going to kill me X_X O_O

IC: *appears in the air and lands on one of my knees* "sigh" *gets up and looks at everyone* "sorry im late"

i walked in and sat next to shadow
"will riku be ok?"

i look around
i wisper to myself
"....i guess i am not alone in this world after all...."

*walks over to riku* "im sorry bro we all live to die"

"........d-....dont....u....ever....say that in ur life near me....ever...."
i get up place my black hoody over my head and walk away into the shadows

"sigh"

(in mind)

("still doesn't understand")

"......"

"and he will never till he is truly dead..."
i walk out and follow riku
"bridget please stay with Kura she needs someone like you right now as for dark if you want follow..."

"y follow no point"

"i'll stay with her"
walks over to Kura
"are you ok?"

minuits later.....
"why did you follow me here shadow....?"

"i guess everyone is down today huh?"
i give you a little smile

"i guess..."
i tear a bit and look at you
"wh...why are you so joyful?"

"i...i don't know really...sometimes i wonder why am i so happy...sometimes i wonder why can't i be depressed?" laughs "its just the way you make it a friend once told me"
i smile and hug you
"so you should make your life more better" gives you a huge grin

"hm...maybe your right"
i smile a bit and hug you back
"thanks Bridget your a great friend even thought i don't know you"

"well girl i am here for you now lets go find the guys before they do something they regret"
smiles gets up nd gets u up
"lets go"

i go with you"yeah lets"